october

maybe won’t be so bad after all. i was a bit worried ’bout a surge in the neuro type pain experience, but that hasn’t happened yet so i don’t think it will. that level has even dropped some, i think, or maybe it’s just not so noticeable under the ra pain, which really needs some attending to. appointment regarding that and all the other health type issues coming soon. but

i usta say the pain and various dysfunctions of the body were not a major concern, would be no concern at all if i had full and proper use of brain. if i could do the thinking/performing intellectual stuff like normal people, i’d accept that as good enuf and not sweat a little physical discomfort. so to speak.

maybe. whatever. i kinda lost track of exactly where i was goin there. which may be where i was goin’. it’s october. the brain is experiencing some exacerbated loss of performance capabilities.

maybe (seems to be some kind of recurring theme there. seems to be.), maybe i’ll come back on some other day and make an effort at explaining… something. not right now. took me 16 hours of sitting around wasting time (and working w pain relief processes, including tolerance and patience) to get to this little bit of function. noe i’m gonna go to bed for four or five hours then get up and repeat.

oh, right, also, the original point of tonight’s exercise, in one compact little nugget, just to mention that it’s ooctober, kim’s intellect is taking a break somewhere, but expected to return, um, sometime. prolly soonish.

maybe.

pancho, role model

pretty much about the height of our accomplishment today.